The wicked regret

this is bullshit I'm beautiful attractive smart witty funny, yet you don't see me.
I walk by you every day, I smile, I wave.

My heart flutters, you say hi!

I have that sinking feeling that I'm not good enough,  strong enough.

I trick me in to bed you can't even touch me.

I still feel empty and alone, and your right here.

My head onyour chest I feel no beat, just the emptiness of myself
Filling you.

I fly away empty and alone, no one can see my face.
I'm dieing every day, and the emptiness eats away my smile.
Eats away my love.
If the world was simple, I wouldn't be here.

Flying alone empty.

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