i'm so retarded

I was a good asshole at my old school I dropped out months ago, and I joined this special school for special kids and I've made no friends because no there likes HALO, During P.E. I look so bad coz i'm fucking Fat Fatty fat, I feel so awkward and out of my body, and I keep the mentality that I don't feel awkward, but I can't help but feel that way, Fat Fatty fat fucking fatty.

Are there any tips for starting a new school and a asshole? I'm a 12 year old BTW, and I got accepted into an special academy.

Just sumo wrestle them and stick pencils in there assholes. You know there gay cuz they wont talk about wrinkly touching them so there gay anyways lesser charge,