1. Losing someone to mental illness
2. Not being kinder to my family
3. I'm most afraid of developing mental illness & ruining the lives of those around me
4. -
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Anonymous2012-03-09 12:00
1.Tripping out really hard on drugs and loosing all sense of reality.
2.Not having a good childhood/looking at my childhood negatively.
3.That reality isn't what I think it is.
4.Nope.
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Anonymous2012-03-09 12:02
1) What is the worst thing you have ever experienced?
>lost job, broke up with my only child's mother, finding out that none of my friends cared, and my family had more important things to worry about. Proceed to have to live in spare room of ex's house with just a mattress on the floor. Ex starts dating assholes, bringing them over all the time just to spite me. I considered living on the streets and plain suicide. I came close. Only one person knows when that day was and I will love them past death for being there.
2) What do you regret most?
>not graduating high school. such a piss easy thing to do. I dont understand why i didnt do it
3) What are you most afraid of?
>anything happening to my son.
4) Is there anything else you never talk about that you want to get off your chest?
>damn these are awfully specific to me. ah well.
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Anon2012-03-09 12:05
1) What is the worst thing you have ever experienced? losing my grandmother to Alzheimer's
2) What do you regret most? spending way too much time on people who I shouldn't have
3) What are you most afraid of? losing everything and everyone I have
4) Is there anything else you never talk about that you want to get off your chest? no.
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Anonymous2012-03-09 12:06
1.) When I was born, I stopped breathing a couple times because there was fluid in my lungs or something like that. Life has been alright since then.
2.) Discovering this stupid website
3.) Failure!
4.) I enjoy masturbating whilst taking a poo.
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Anonymous2012-03-09 12:13
1) What is the worst thing you have ever experienced?
I told a girl I loved her just to have sex. She then spray painted a dick on my driveway. So being a teenager.
2) What do you regret most?
Having not expanded in high school to talk to the people I wanted to talk to, and taking advanced placement tests that would have counted for college credit. Also not rock climbing when I had the chance.
3) What are you most afraid of?
Living a life without the feeling of living.
4) Is there anything else you never talk about that you want to get off your chest?
I once got semen on a cat.
It was an accident.
That shit is difficult to get off.
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Anonymous2012-03-09 12:22
1.Finding out my partner for two years was unfaithful.
2.Dumping a certain girl for another.
3.Being 50 and have done nothing with my life.
4.My cousin and I made out once as kids to try it out.
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Anonymous2012-03-09 12:24
1) Depression. I can't see any reason to try to be happy. I feel misunderstood and unappreciated. I'm a thorn in everyone's side and there's nothing I can do about it.
2) Doing so poorly in high school and college. I wish I would have just done my shit.
1. Finding out over the phone that the person I had been with for two years was sleeping with and leaving me for someone else. I almost took my life that night.
2. I regret hating my Father.
3. I'm afraid of never loving myself
4. I want to feel so differently about the world. I want to live a life that I care about and am passionate for. I'm afraid all I do is talk about the changes I want to make in my life and others, but never follow through. Or don't know how to follow through. I feel so humiliated talking to people. I need to change how I look at myself, but I don't know how to do this, other than with time. I know this is selfish, but If i'm unable to change myself, how can I really help anyone else? I want us to take care of eachother more. I want people to stop wasting life, and start living it. I want to do that. I want to love you.
) What is the worst thing you have ever experienced?
Being raped by my brother and having my cousin screw with my head (trying to have sex with me and making me make out with him when I was younger)
2) What do you regret most?
Not seeing someone about being raped cause I think I have PTSD (post tramatic stress disorder) from it.
3) What are you most afraid of?
Losing the ones I love
4) Is there anything else you never talk about that you want to get off your chest?
Not really cause I just did.
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Anonymous2012-03-09 13:10
1. Losing close family member.
2. Not applying myself in school.
3. Not experiencing life to its fullest.
4. nothing comes to mind.
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Anonymous2012-03-09 13:15
1. life
2. choosing to major in astronomy
3. I don't know...probably heights
4. I really miss Angela
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Anonymous2012-03-09 13:21
1) What is the worst thing you have ever experienced?
Death of my grandmother when I was 15. My Mom went to see her, but I had to stay at home for school. I got the news over the phone, and I couldn't go see her.
2) What do you regret most?
Not having a younger sibling or even a pet; never having to be responsible for anyone, not even myself. I think it's one of my greatest weaknesses that I have to remind myself constantly to think about other people and their welfare too.
3) What are you most afraid of?
Wasting time and not fulfilling my dreams. And not being strong enough to chase them, or too afraid of failing to even acknowledge them. I'm afraid of being a coward.
4) Is there anything else you never talk about that you want to get off your chest?
I hate feeling helpless more than anything else in the world. I need to know I can act. I need something to fight against. I need people I can trust and bounce ideas off of, who can listen. Otherwise I just stagnate and feel useless.
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Anonymous2012-03-09 13:27
1.) I grew up in a very conflicted environment, not your everyday issues, but ones of mental stability, reality, captivity and serious physical abuse and illegal activities. Not drugs or sexual solicitation for money kind of illegal though, something that it almost invisible among polished citizens, but included serious fraud and assault/battery. This was my normal for a few years too many, and though there have been quick periods of easily definable, violent acts, or deaths and disconnections from those I knew, I think this must be considered the worst because nothing since has ever made me feel life is completely and utterly hopeless; that it's not worth breathing in another breath. It usually makes long days of toil, having little money and all else seem like less to worry about, seem insignificant compared to my secret of freedom.
2.) I regret not being really, wholesomely, honest at times when it may have changed something. Mostly honest about my emotional intentions or weaknesses, especially in the cases relationships were at stake and lost. But I am often too proud or quietly fearful to enter that domain. Otherwise, I try not to regret things or hold grudges as it can slowly eat away at someone and ruin a focused view of the future.
3.) I am absolutely terrified of a lot of very intangible things. Things that could potentially be out of my control, because their confrontation is on an entirely different level.
4.) There are a surprising amount of things I never talk about, there are rarely benefits on surfacing that sort of stuff. Honestly, I have a stigma about it. And some of it is deserved, while perhaps some of my shame is not. It is a somewhat depressing topic to bring up and not how I want to be known, so I would rather laugh about the little things. That said, If you want something "juicy" there is a long line-up to pick from. All I can say, is that few even know I ever did anything that was bad for my health, never mind something that most would agree is terrible for my well-being. An addiction or coping mechanism, that I am hoping to celebrate 6 months clean from very soon.
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Anonymous!! 2012-03-09 13:31
1) What is the worst thing you have ever experienced? Realizing that all the poeple around me had lied to me to protect my cheating ex.
2) What do you regret most? being nieve. and not having a life plan.
3) What are you most afraid of? being deceived.
4) Is there anything else you never talk about that you want to get off your chest? no
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Anonymous2012-03-09 14:06
1) What is the worst thing you have ever experienced?
Cat died
2) What do you regret most?
Ignoring a medical problem until it became a permanent physical handicap.
3) What are you most afraid of?
Ghosts and demons
4) Is there anything else you never talk about that you want to get off your chest?
I think all life should be euthanized to minimize suffering.
1) What is the worst thing you have ever experienced?
The amount of retarded cunts in this thread. Is the /lounge/ being overrun by imageboarders or something?
2) What do you regret most?
Impregnating my daughter. At least I got a barren fuck-toy out of it.
3) What are you most afraid of?
Retards spreading their disgusting genes around.
4) Is there anything else you never talk about that you want to get off your chest?
No. Back to the imageboards, please!
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Anonymous2012-03-09 15:51
1- Being raped
2- Letting myself lose so much self esteem and confidence; Letting other people take it from me.
3- Dying, and spiders. Pretty equally.
4- I'm sick of giving everything I have to friends that I am 100% loyal to and love very much only to be screwed over in the end and end up broken hearted. Losing someone you've been best friends with for years is, in my opinion, worse than losing someone you're in love with.
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Anonymous2012-03-09 16:26
1) The premature feeling of grief towards the realization that my parents will someday be gone.
2) Grieving for no reason and it affecting friendships
Is someone just copypasting all this in here, HIBT?
I cant believe it to be true that people on /lounge/ post such stuff and not more so that there could be so many real people here.
And even more that people here arent all NEETs.
Is this still /lounge/? Am i dreaming?
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Anonymous2012-03-09 16:34
1. 4 hour subway acid trip. and then going to some strangers house with friends and feeling murderous vibes from the strangers and their pet chameleon.
2. Breaking hearts for little reason besides my own anxiousness
>>31
Well, at least you're not always full of shit.
Seriously though, what the fuck is this shit? Is it the same guy replying to this thread over and over? It's like I accidentally stepped on reddit or gaia or some shit. Fuck!