Ask a cancer patient anything

So here I am, Day+2 post-stem-cell transplant. Chemotherapy is already done and over with. Now I am sitting here for the next 12 days with what feels like food poisoning. I have Hodgkin's Lymphoma. You might remember me posting on here a while back that I had been diagnosed as recurrent. Just when I was 6 months in through ITT, this hits me out of the blue. Oh well, just got to grin and bare it. Time to get back to downloading some porn while at the hospital here. There servers suck, but I know how to subvert their policies. I swear I could design a way better system using notepad. XD HAHAHAHA. Feel free to boo, baw, cheer, or ignore. All are welcome! :D
Ask me anything and I'll try to reply with what's going on here at the Cancer Center. Pretty cush, but there is no mental challenges. Thank God I brought a laptop to fiddle around with. Some days are entirely boring as hell.

Actually, this experience with cancer helped me to overcome my fear of death. I faced everything head-on taking on whatever may come. I can't think of anything that I am afraid of now. Mostly, it's been about what I don't like doing and doing that (working, schooling). All that's left to do now is get back to what I was doing before I was diagnosed and get on with the rest of my life. I only have a few more days left here in the hospital. I think the things that have changed in my life the most is that everything is off-set now. Instead of taking only 2 years to complete college it may take 2.5 - 3 years now also depending upon my financial obligations that were put on hold. No telling how much interest has accumulated till I look into it, but I'll take care of it just like I did the cancer. I used to be the kind of guy that would flinch at responsibility and obligation, but now I take care of it, take care of my past obligations, and everyone is happy especially me because lord knows I do not like being under someone else' thumb. Independence, choice, freedom are what I am seeking in this life and so long as I strive to achieve that, all else is the icing on the cake which I plan to have and eat too. >:3