I'm not just talking about suicide. Even if you kill yourself, people will still remember you. I want every trace of my existence to be destroyed. Even if I die, people will still know who I am. I wish I was never born and that no one ever knew who I was.
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Anonymous2012-01-13 23:51
Should I call the police and have the OP taken to hospital?
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Anonymous2012-01-14 0:19
I have always felt this way. I know exactly what you mean, I don't like people knowing about my existence.
I am the opposite. It depresses me how no matter what I achieve, no one is ever going to give a fuck.
Even if I were to go on a killing spree and get on the news, it would be forgotten in a couple months.
I can't do jack shit. I'm just a fucking speck of dust on a space rock orbiting a flaming ball of gas among billions of other flaming balls of gas. And that pisses me off. A lot. Nothing I do, is ever going to matter.
OP, we are both narcissistic fuckfaces, but in different ways. You, because you believe people care about you. I, because I want people to care about me. I want to be God, but I never can be God. You think you are already God, but you wish you weren't God.
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Anonymous2012-01-14 5:38
I want to get my neck cut off by a train but trains have ramming things on the front so that puts me off cuz I'll get bashed not decapitated.