I Need Your Help

I need your help i'm gay and some of you may know about my fetish for Paedophilia and my jacking off when playing Halo 3.

My real name is Denver or it may not be, i live a frat house basement, recently I've been really really sad, I cry all the time, I used to talk to my parents everyday and at home my dad would always come in my room and make love to me before saying goodnight. But now I don't talk to anyone. I'm not doing good in college. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want it to end. I want to sleep and just never wake up.

...OR, you could say I'm doing just fine smoking weed and drinking with all my frat buddies while playing the so-called infamous game every other 4channer hates.  It's the fakers who are living the sad, sad lives.  Also, they're fucking delusional.