Name: SFBE 2011-09-22 17:08
ok so this happened yesterday, me and my boyfriend RedCream (im 12 and hes 42) went to the mall to go and buy me some emo panties and spongebob undies, so about after an hour of shopping for stuff we was like "hey i have a beer in the car want to drink it?" (we have always got drunk together, but he has never done anything to me we just have fun).
so i like "nothing bad is going to happen" so i drink it then i remember him taking me to a hotel and well, at first i had consensual sex with him but then i asked him if i could take a nap because the beer was making me sleepy (i had drank a some more) and he was like "yeah of course".
then after i dont know how long, i feel a sudden pain,like if something is ripping and stretching, my boyfriend had put his penis in my anus. my words came out slureed but i remember myself saying "no, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts,please stop, it hurts" i know he understood me because he was saying "shhh, it feels good, im almost done, a little pain will never hurt you, a little pain is good baby" i felt so heavy, i couldent move his whole weight was on me coz redcream is fucking fat.
i just turn my head back, seeing his japboy mohawk dangling, covering one of his eyes and the other just staring at me, and his heavy silver looped emo belt just hitting me hard in the back of my legs, and his fake tattoed arms just pushing me back and forth (crying now).
it hurt, phsysically. ALOT. i was just thinkign the whole time "what the hell? omg, why isint he stopping? i told him to stop, why is he saying that? no, it hurts! why isint he stopping?!?" so then he bouhgt me food, tld me that he loved me and that i was the most beautiful and prettiest boy that he has ever met and then he dropped me off home and when i was getting out of the car, he slapped my butt and gav me like...a sexual look and left. i washed off and cryied, in the shower and in my room at the homeless YMCA.
so i like "nothing bad is going to happen" so i drink it then i remember him taking me to a hotel and well, at first i had consensual sex with him but then i asked him if i could take a nap because the beer was making me sleepy (i had drank a some more) and he was like "yeah of course".
then after i dont know how long, i feel a sudden pain,like if something is ripping and stretching, my boyfriend had put his penis in my anus. my words came out slureed but i remember myself saying "no, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts,please stop, it hurts" i know he understood me because he was saying "shhh, it feels good, im almost done, a little pain will never hurt you, a little pain is good baby" i felt so heavy, i couldent move his whole weight was on me coz redcream is fucking fat.
i just turn my head back, seeing his japboy mohawk dangling, covering one of his eyes and the other just staring at me, and his heavy silver looped emo belt just hitting me hard in the back of my legs, and his fake tattoed arms just pushing me back and forth (crying now).
it hurt, phsysically. ALOT. i was just thinkign the whole time "what the hell? omg, why isint he stopping? i told him to stop, why is he saying that? no, it hurts! why isint he stopping?!?" so then he bouhgt me food, tld me that he loved me and that i was the most beautiful and prettiest boy that he has ever met and then he dropped me off home and when i was getting out of the car, he slapped my butt and gav me like...a sexual look and left. i washed off and cryied, in the shower and in my room at the homeless YMCA.