Rape victim

me and my boyfriend were having sex the other night, and he asked me for anal. I've done it once before with him and didnt really enjoy it but it didnt hurt so i thought it would be fine again, not realising last time i dont it i was very drunk which must have helped alot.

this time it was so so painful even with lube (he is very big i have trouble takin him normally sometimes).

I kept tellin him it was hurtin and he was sayin he wud take it gentle, it was hurtin that badly i started cryin and shaking, and he kept asking me if it was hurtin and i kept sayin yes. this went on for about 10 minutes and he eventually stopped and i ran to the bathroom cryin and wouldnt let him touch me for the rest of the night.

i eventually told him the next day why i was so quiet and unresponsive, that he had hurt me in more ways than one. one doin it, then 2 it hurt me to think he didnt care and still done it when i was upset and in pain.

this from the man that has said from day one that i am the one,he will marry me, and we will have kids, we are meant to be together.

then he goes and treats me like a toy...........

i dont no what to do, i could never carry on wit something if i new it was hurting someone.

im not sure i believe he loves me after this, i am so close to finnishin it, i would have already if it wasnt for him begginin for forgivness and cryin.

>>84
Oddly enough I can't remember 4chan ever being a zine. (Magazine? With articles?) One day it was just there, based off of the 2chan template, and I thought "Hey! This is just like 2chan, but there's more childporn over here, so let's stay here!". It was OUR part of the internet, faggot free and wonderful. I guess I didn't really appreciate Snacks until he was gone, but I understand that you can't really argue with state law and still keep the site up.

>>85
I think you don't appreciate what the 4chan mods are doing enough. It takes effort to not flush all this shit down the toilet. It takes conviction and an undying belief in freedom of speech unique for an internet site. I remember the occational early bans, and partook in the following protests against them, so maybe I even had a small part to do with 4chan being what it is today. Power corrupts, even more so on the internet, and I am VERY grateful that m00t allows us our freedom of mind.

>>85
Nope, I have no clue about ANY modem commands. I used to know how to dial BBS:s on my Amiga, but that's all forgotten now.