Name: A.known.tripcode.user 2011-08-02 0:16
Everything seems to be going wrong for me. Life fucked me over, and I fucked myself over. All my plans and responsibilities are fucked and neglected. Nothing has been going right for a while. I could deal with my life being screwed if any of the women I ever loved stayed with me, but no. They all left. They all turned out to be not worth falling in love with anyway, but that was knowledge gained too late. I'm now middle aged, no prospects, no future, and a string of failed relationships behind me. I'm tired. I want to die. The only thing that really stops me from taking this into my own hands is I don't want to break my poor mother's heart.