>>7
Meth is so much different then other drugs. Other drugs cause euphoria and empathy, which meth did 100x better, and more. Meth made me so knowledgeable. My thoughts and feelings could just flow so fluently. It's like comparing your brain to a highway. During sobriety it is constantly filled with cars stuck in traffic, yelling at each other. All the exits are blocked and the cars are pretty much just stockpiled around. When meth kicks in though, it is like all the cars are moving at high speed, and yet causing no crashes or problems. I could have 10 different thoughts running through my head, but at the same time I could comprehend every single thought individually. I would be learning at once, while composing a symphony in my head, while imagining a sex scenario with my girlfriend (who is why I quit meth) all at once with no interruptions.
I feel so stupid without it. My thoughts are increasingly difficult to put into words. Nobody even knew I was a meth-addict, everybody looked at me like I was a genous. They had no idea I was just high off my ass.