I have God on my side

I guess most of you would love to have God on your side, but for me it's not that great. I get to see all my enemies smitten and damned for all eternity, and though it's the way they've chosen when they opposed me (and I've really, really tried to get them to repend before it's too late) I don't wish anyone God's punishment. Once you've seen what inevitably happens to your enemies when God gets hold of them, you'll realize that there are fate more horrible and cruel than probably anyone deserves. I wish I could save them somehow.

I have seen God rip bodies apart.
I've seen God corrode the insides of children and assign them angels of punishment to suffer.
I've heard the neverending cries of torment.
If only you sinners could see what happens to those who disobey God, I wouldn't have to endure your screams.