God will help anyone even if you don't expect it I lost God for a long time I was a big God fan in 6th grade lost him. Ive been on the verge of killing myself for a month and now I found him and my life is 10X better. I know Jesus died for me and everyone. he did everything for a reason don't blame all the bed on God he has given you life please just listen to me God does exist and he helps everyone you just have to find him.