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To be honest though, I think some time without sex will be good for me. I've had it available at a moments notice for almost 7 years straight. That's not saying I just hooked up with the ex she hated just over the weekend (I'll cover that part later). I just think I shouldn't be worrying about that now, it only makes me feel better in the moment. It's not giving me whatever it is I need.
I guess I'm gonna work my ass off in my classes and keep busy otherwise. One of my professors, Jishnu, said to me, "Alex, Don't let women bother you. They do not matter, mathematics is the only thing that matters. Once you take care of that, everything else will fall into place." Or something close to that. So... homework and hobbies for the time being.
Thanks again for chatting with me. I haven't got a real friend down here that I can do this with.