So sad

my mom just left...
she came for my graduation in mid-june and stayed with me for over a month. i've always lived alone in the US. im used to the freedom of being by myself.
i live in 1 br apartment and my mom and I would sleep in different beds in different rooms.
i thought she was kinda annoying and nosy. of course i missed my freedom. i didn't really spend much time with her even tho we live in the same apt. i took her out but i dont think it was enough for her.
im so sad i could have shown her more of this place.
i myself just got a car after she came and before that i never knew places here. all i did was just going to class and coming back home.
so i didnt really know where to take her

i said goodbye to her at the airport and she told me to take care of myself, and she cried and i cried.
i felt like such a shitty daughter. i even fought with her with the short time she was staying here. i feel like shit right now
i love her so much. i wish i could have been a better daughter.
im so sorry
we probably won't see each other for another year
im so scared something gonna happen to her. im all she has
im sorry mom.
i love u so much.
:'(

>>2

what he said.