L and V

K, so. I'm gonna be frank here and was just wondering if I could get opinions.

I'm a lesbian. Really like girls (well duh). But I think I've met my male soulmate, if I were into guys. He knows I'm gay and we're the best of friends.
I don't know why, but lately I've been thinking about having sex with him. Who knows what the future may hold, but I'd definitely want my first time really with a guy to be with him. I want to give him my virginity.

It's really weird I know, but hey. What do you /lounge/-ers think?

>I'm not really lusting him, and I'm totally not sexually attracted to him. I just feel like I have to do this.

Women defy all logic.

Just fuck him, I guarantee he will be up for it and if it doesn't go well you just go back to being friends. Men care much less about this than women.