Name: Anonymous 2010-06-07 8:02
...Why I shouldn't get myself tooled up, and go out like George Sodini. I have no chance EVER of knowing intimacy unless I pay for it. I feel no connection WHATSOEVER with society.
Oh. Here's a reason; because I am a gutless coward who does not have the balls to even do that.
WTF can you do when you no longer wish to go on living, and you are too chicken shit to end it?
It's like I don't even fucking exist now. I am SICK of this shit.
I'm 45, in constant physical pain from my knee and my back, and have a head full of bad memories.
If I go back to the doctors all they will do is prescribe pills that will knock the stuffing out of me.
Fuck it. I'm going to take some pills and get in bed. At least if I get a few hours sleep I might feel better.
Oh. Here's a reason; because I am a gutless coward who does not have the balls to even do that.
WTF can you do when you no longer wish to go on living, and you are too chicken shit to end it?
It's like I don't even fucking exist now. I am SICK of this shit.
I'm 45, in constant physical pain from my knee and my back, and have a head full of bad memories.
If I go back to the doctors all they will do is prescribe pills that will knock the stuffing out of me.
Fuck it. I'm going to take some pills and get in bed. At least if I get a few hours sleep I might feel better.