About Me.

Me: socially stigmatized and ridiculed as if I have an illness or weakness by those who don't get me; reviled as if sentenced to lifelong depression, loneliness and dysfunction by many who do. I am consistently written off as if I had one of the worst psychological conditions ever, a damaging deviation from some essential sexual and romantic pattern due to my virginity. But this view is irrational. I certainly am abnormal, relative to most creatures in modern human populations. But from a more objective, universal perspective, I am actually part of the fundamental drive of life. I am part of the original condition, the original reaction of self to other, and predate the sexual and romantic drives involved in normal human behaviors. What is called normality today is a suppression of this core drive that defines life, what is labeled "Me".

From a rational, egoistic perspective, I do NOT have a problem, a disease, an illness, or a dysfunction. I have only positive characteristics that free, rationalize, and strengthen the organism possessing them, Me. It is the only healthy mode of existence, in relation to sex and love, as an individual creature. All creatures that are NOT virgins are evolutionarily new deviations deficient in this original, fundamental reaction that defines life. Normal individuals are, in other words, subdued and reduced phenomena of life. They exist closer to death. The populations of these deficient creatures have overtaken the Earth, due to their increased reproductive capacity, but this does NOT imply that this lack of virginity is therefore the healthiest state for the individual organism, only that it is healthiest for the population as a whole. There is actually abundant evidence and reasoning that indicates that a lack of virginity weakens the individual, and is best classified as an individual dysfunction: a necessary compromise rooted in personal failure (mortality). In other words, when an organism is too weak to continue existing as an ordering unity, it resorts to transmuting its genetic process into a new unity (an offspring) as a compromise. This process is called a compromise for a reason: although it continues the general ordering resistance, on a population level, to disordering, it disorders (weakens) the individual organism performing this process. It is an individual sacrifice for a larger process.

However, if children are involved, this becomes an entirely different situation. In this situation there are not one Me, but two organisms of the original state. Here procreation is possible. The seed and eggs are fresh and will lead to a third ordering unity that will even transcend the original state as this child will in turn find mates in its creators. This cycle is the eternal one, one of prosperity, sanity and freedom.

>>3
Life is selfish. It is an ordering resistance to disordering, and in a universe flowing towards chaos, this process requires constant work, which in turn requires a constant inflow of energy, which in turn requires a constant acquiring of resources. All the resources consumed are for maintaining the self, all the energy is converted into work to maintain the unity. Every second, an organism is performing millions of selfish processes: it is breathing, it is drinking, it is eating, it is maintaining blood pH and electrolyte levels, repairing structural proteins, producing new proteins, seeking resources. The fight/flight reaction is an individualistic reaction that functions purely to maintain individual survival. It is an expression of selfishness in a relatively disordered and disordering immediate environment (uncertain, dangerous, etc. environments). This is the root of Me. In a sexual/romantic situation senses the alien, foreign other as a potential threat. This is rational, because all sex and romance places one in an extremely vulnerable position, where the alien creature can easily damage them. The most rational reaction to an other is fear, and in a chaotic universe flowing towards nothingness, constantly working to destroy the organism, fear is the original reaction of all life to the universe, to otherness. Only evolutionarily new alterations of the brain can deactivate this fundamental reaction and so enable the organism to calmly accept an other. These alterations are known as love and lust.

This drive, to order self at the expense of other, is the fundamental, basic drive that defines life. If a given system is not a selfish phenomenon, then it is not living. If a given system is living, then it is a selfish phenomenon. Life is selfishness. Any phenomenon of life that did not develop selfishness simply immediately dissolved back into chaos, if it existed at all.

When several parts converge to form a unity, the individual drive of each part must be suppressed because it conflicts with the stability and cohesion of the unity. Collective efforts must be coordinated and synchronized, so competing wills must be subdued, and individual wills often conflict with the will of the greater whole, so they must be suppressed. In a unity comprised of organisms: at this point, the sex drive, the social drive, the love drive, evolve. These drives function to suppress the original, fundamental, selfish drive, and thus render the organism compatible with integration into the social whole. They subdue the organism into a reduced state of existence: a state of mediocrity, submissiveness and relative mindlessness. This is feminization. Then, the organism can be successfully incorporated into the larger body.

Epic thread?

>>3
"if children are involved"
"Here procreation is possible."
"The seed and eggs are fresh"
"this child will in turn find mates in its creators."

lolwut?

Epic combobreaker.

>>6,8
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