I'll snap and kill myself someday

This world is too fucked up. I'm being denied a basic fucking human need all because of the way I was born! I need tons of invasive procedures and they ALL have to go JUST right before I will stand a chance with ANY females.....even IF they all go well...the BEST I can hope for given my starting point is an ugly fat chick that is going to cheat on me with a guy thats a 9/10 - 10/10. Even with cosmetic surgery I can't be a 9/10 because of the limits of cosmetic surgery and unchangable ratios.

Shit I want to fucking die right now. This world is NOT a world I want to live in....and it is a world that will only get worse and worse and worse.

fail. GTFO