Name: zero 2010-01-27 2:55
hi -
is anyone worth anything on their own? I have spent so much of my life trying to be like and around other ppl that i have no personal identity or self worth because i am literally a mashup of all the most socially successful ppl i have evr met and have literally no self worth because i dont have a self. is this just life or have i just wasted too much time trying too hard? i feel like i have. all my friends are starting their own lives with different ppl and i am left alone. i worked so hard to be cool and now i have nothing. i just make random posts here and surf /b/ for porn. in the end the only person who cares about me is my family and its not worth it. all they do is fight and feel uncomfortable around each other. i've tried so hard to get ppl to care about me that no one does. the proverbial sand is slipping through the proverbial fingers in front of me. i am not anonymous. im actually pretty tired of that bullshit. im nate. i live in arizona. i go to school and work like alot of ppl but god damn plz dont fuck up like me. Fuck The World. dont be anonymous, try to just do wat you want and fuck wat you think you should do to be "popular" or "successful". I've wasted so much time trying to be like everyone else i never really became a whole person. i could blame moder society but at the same time i cant. its my fucking fault for not picking my own shit up and making it. i hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty self.
is anyone worth anything on their own? I have spent so much of my life trying to be like and around other ppl that i have no personal identity or self worth because i am literally a mashup of all the most socially successful ppl i have evr met and have literally no self worth because i dont have a self. is this just life or have i just wasted too much time trying too hard? i feel like i have. all my friends are starting their own lives with different ppl and i am left alone. i worked so hard to be cool and now i have nothing. i just make random posts here and surf /b/ for porn. in the end the only person who cares about me is my family and its not worth it. all they do is fight and feel uncomfortable around each other. i've tried so hard to get ppl to care about me that no one does. the proverbial sand is slipping through the proverbial fingers in front of me. i am not anonymous. im actually pretty tired of that bullshit. im nate. i live in arizona. i go to school and work like alot of ppl but god damn plz dont fuck up like me. Fuck The World. dont be anonymous, try to just do wat you want and fuck wat you think you should do to be "popular" or "successful". I've wasted so much time trying to be like everyone else i never really became a whole person. i could blame moder society but at the same time i cant. its my fucking fault for not picking my own shit up and making it. i hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty selfi hate my empty self.