Not sure what I'm thinking...

But up until about 2 months ago I was dating this really, really amazing beautiful girl.  She broke up with me because she said I would get worked up or pissed off about stupid things.  Admittedly I can see this, but still.  It's weird how you can go from having a fucking perfect day to breaking up.  The last day we spent together was the best one we'd had in a long time, complete with sex and everything. Then things went downhill, I don't even fucking remember what happened, and that night she broke up with me.
We haven't spoken in more than a month and a half, but I've attempted to keep in contact by sending her letters and whatnot. The last time we spoke was before she went to Puerto Rico for 10 days, and I asked when we would be able to talk about things and she said not until after she got back.  Well, it's been more than a month and a half and I've tried to keep in contact but I've recieved nothing from her.
Many of you may think I'm stupid for still wanting to be with this girl 2 months after she broke up with me but I had been with her for almost a year and a half and we had plans to one day get married and I really did love this girl.

I guess I just don't know what to do at this point.  I've considered becoming an hero, but I really just want her back.  I called her a few days ago and left a message, but no reply.  Does this mean she just wants nothing to do with me? Or is she still upset about things and just needs more time?

No one even wants to flame or anything?

Just looking for some advice, anything.

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You can't remember why you broke up?

I know it was a bunch of shit that kind of piled up, but I can't remember what drove her to just end it that night.  We were arguing about something, stupid most likely, go figure, and she said we could either take a break and when she comes back see how things are, or just end it now.  I asked if there were any other options and she asked what I wanted to do and I mentioned seeing each other one last time before we left, which is what we were going to do anyways, and out of the blue she says "well okay then, we're done."  I was just like wtf, you asked if I had any other ideas, I tell you, and now you are just like "well that is not an option so fuck you"?

The shit that built up is I would get pissed or worked up over stupid inconsequential shit, like her wanting to hang out with her ex boyfriends, or her other friends who I know are interested in her because they got pissed at her the moment we started going out.

I wanted to call and perhaps leave her another message tonight, but I'm just not sure if I should.

How many times have you called her since she came back from Puerto Rico?

Once, but I've written her maybe...3 or 4 letters.  She did send me two post cards when she was there.

Did she write anything on them?  Also, maybe you should try calling her again

Yeah, she just wrote about the places that were on the post cards, "I wish you could have been there with me...Maybe you will see this one day...I miss you a lot..."  That's pretty much it.

Last time I called her was Sunday.  I just left a message asking her if we could talk at some point and for her to call me back whenever she was able to.

Also, I'm pleasantly surprised at the response here...I've sort of come to the end of my rope here.  I don't know what drove me to come here for help.  I've talk to friends, whatever, most of them are telling me to move on or just wait but I can't just move on.  I don't know if you know how it feels, and believe in shit like this or not, but she was "the one" and I was to her, so I can't just let something like that go.

http://boards.4chan.org/adv/

Try asking /adv/ also, they might help

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Oh cool...thanks.

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I hope they help me.
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Were you the one that just posted that copypasta?

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>>14
This post raises the number of quality posts made by MILKRIBS to 2 (two). Congratulations! (You should make more posts that don't involve exclamation marks or bad spelling, I actually enjoy them.)