I'VE BEEN RAPED!!!

So, hi, I'm a woman. My name is "Woman" or some shit, and like all women I've been **RAPED**. It was horrible, and it was like this:
Some big dude came up to me at the club, and I was like "I can't say no to this guy. I'll only make it worse for myself if I do.", and I don't know, maybe he drugged me or something, so he forced me all the way home to his place, where his manly muscles forced me to undress. God, while it was bad, it felt so good - the bastard forced me to cum over and over again although I didn't want it and was too scared to say no. I was too excited and flustered to say no, damnit! When I think about it I cry. Don't judge me!

So anyway, after the rape he made me cuddle with him and when he left I came out of the chock, and realized that I had been raped. My internet sisters at the Rape Is Bad forum made me realize how all men do this to women to express their power over us. Men is bad! So now me and all my womyn friends have pressed charges against my rapist for raping me. (You need to charge him with rape multiple times to get him convicted or the bastard cops won't listen to you.) Friendz for lyfe! ...so yeah. I'm a Survivor and all my friends are Survivors now. We're listening to Otep and hate men for raping us. It's hardcore.

So hi, I'm a Womyn Survivor called Alexandra, and I was ***RAPED***!!! This is a very long story because I've been through so much pain.

I used to seduce guys from the internet into meeting up with me and having sex with me, like two guys a week, but I'm not a slut, so don't judge me! All men do it so why not womyn too?

I'm a masochist, so I usually pretend that I'm asleep while rubbing against them or try to provoke them into forcing me to have sex with them.

So anyway, once I met this rapist who I first tried to pretend to be asleep with, but once he thought I had fallen a sleep, he just said "good night" to me and tried to sleep as well. I explained to him how boring and how not sexy that was, because I felt it was like an insult to me when men doesn't take advantage of me.

The second time I tried to break him down by molesting him while we were watching a movie, while at the same time not allowing him to touch me back, but not even this worked. Sure, he broke down, but for some reason he still didn't rape me. Wtf? I asked him why he didn't, and he said something about having been raped himself. He was such a loser that I sent him home early. Lol, he actually loved me. What a loser.

So after a couple of years I run out of guys to fuck, so I meet up with him again, and seeing that I sleep on a matress on the floor, he invites me to stay at his place. Of course while I flirt around by forcing him to wrestle me to the ground and forcing him to stay away by pulling a knife at him, he's all boring and only wants to talk, asking me if I'm acting like this because I was raped or something. The sucker still loves me, but still have me sleep on the couch. I try to come over to his bed at night, but he sends me away, telling me that I'm too confused or some shit. What a fucking asshole!

So anyway, when the morning comes I find that he has moved over to my bed, so I do my usual routine of rubbing against him while pretending that I'm still asleep, and FINALLY he gives in and rapes me! ...but the bastard starts complaining after awhile about not enjoying it with a condom on, so he asks me if he can remove it *while I'm supposed to be asleep*! Fucking bastard!

So naturally I kick him off me, get the hell out of there, and call the cops on him from a mutual friends house. All torn up from the hurtful experience, I try to seduce him into having sex with me that same evening, but he tells me he has a "girlfriend" or some shit.

I can't believe that the prosecutor dropped the charges. A girl should be able to be promiscuous without it meaning that she's asking for it!