Help for a confused guy

I'm extremely confused at the moment and I don't know what to make of it and was hoping you all could shed some light on the situation. I'm a teenage guy (19), and have always been attracted to women. However, over the past couple months I've had this huge attraction, not to men so much as to cock. I don't go around checking out guys thinking, "oh man, he's hot" but I've been wacking off to gay porn because I'm finding it extremely hot. I have a physical and emotional attraction to women but at the same time, cock and mansex has become extremely arousing to me to the point where I get a much better hard-on watching gay porn than say lesbians and I've been having the best orgasms of my life. Like, normally my ejaculations were pretty weak and it actually was pretty embarassing for me but I've been having insane orgasms with huge powerful ejaculations watching gay porn lately. Another point I think might be important to note is that in terms of my physical development, I've developed quite delayed compared to others and I have, for all intents and purposes, the physical maturity of your typical 8th or 9th grader and I've been out of highschool for a year and a half

Any input on what the hell is going on would be greatly appreciated and if you're confused by it, just imagine how confused I am.