Name: Anonymous 2008-10-10 3:47
I'm realizing how crappy a lot of the people that surround me are. Family was never really good. Mom n Dad liked to tear me down and they were abusive. So were a lot of my foster parents. Co-workers always seem to pick on me. I don't really have many friends and it sucks to realize how much my life sucks. Today at work I saw how everyone was picking on me. For no reason and all I could do was just smile and do my best to shrug it off. I didn't want it to look like it affected me, but damn I'm so sick of it. I can't punch anyone I never feel fast enough for the snappy comebacks and I could never figure out why I can't find enough strength in myself to just let it all go. What is it that gives you guys your confidence? How is it so many of you can keep going even after being affected by others in a negative way? I know I don't deserve to be treated like this, but why does it happen?