>>5
I feel you. The world just keeps showing me daily, even hourly that it doesn't have a need for me anymore ... that there's no place left where I'm welcome or wanted in even the smallest degree. Every face I see looking my way as I walk through the halls at work, or through the grocery store, or sit in my car at a stoplight ... all of them as they glance at me wear an expression that screams "why couldn't you have been somewhere else where I didn't have to look at you and know that a THING like you is nearby? Isn't it time that you just shuffled yourself off, so all of us WORTHWHILE people don't have to be burdened with any knowledge of your existence anymore?"