Name: I have a 2008-06-22 7:37
I have a dilemma.
I, much like I imagine many people who frequent 4chan, do not have too many friends and socially awkward. But, it seems to be a few levels greater for me than for most others.
People spread rumors about me, saying that I'm going to shoot up the school, people laugh at me whenever I try to talk to them, the few people who I thought were my friends recently stopped talking to me for no real reason at all, and now ignore me entirely unless they're making fun of me or making me give them things. There is a zero percent chance that I have sex before graduation, and an almost nil chance that I have anybody I can really call a friend before graduation, too.
I'm by far the most "uncool" kid in my school, I think in part due to the fact that, when with people in groups, I tend to freeze up, and appear listless and uninterested. I'm also hot-tempered, and am quick to start an argument. I often do this without thinking.
I'm also quite certain that I'm not physically attractive at all. I have fairly bad acne, am kind of pudgy, and have no muscle definition at all. I'm awkwardly tall, and have a very fat ass and upper legs.
In short, I'm a huge loser, and am vastly more unpopular than anyone else in my school. Everyone fits into one of the cliques except for me.
What the hell should I do?
I, much like I imagine many people who frequent 4chan, do not have too many friends and socially awkward. But, it seems to be a few levels greater for me than for most others.
People spread rumors about me, saying that I'm going to shoot up the school, people laugh at me whenever I try to talk to them, the few people who I thought were my friends recently stopped talking to me for no real reason at all, and now ignore me entirely unless they're making fun of me or making me give them things. There is a zero percent chance that I have sex before graduation, and an almost nil chance that I have anybody I can really call a friend before graduation, too.
I'm by far the most "uncool" kid in my school, I think in part due to the fact that, when with people in groups, I tend to freeze up, and appear listless and uninterested. I'm also hot-tempered, and am quick to start an argument. I often do this without thinking.
I'm also quite certain that I'm not physically attractive at all. I have fairly bad acne, am kind of pudgy, and have no muscle definition at all. I'm awkwardly tall, and have a very fat ass and upper legs.
In short, I'm a huge loser, and am vastly more unpopular than anyone else in my school. Everyone fits into one of the cliques except for me.
What the hell should I do?