Whats up with my low self esteem

I think my low self esteem relates to my weight. If I gain 6 pounds I get depressed, but if i lose 6 pounds im alot more confident. Why???????

Does this sort of thing happen to anyone else? I get so nervous when people come and talk to me..my face goes red, i dont know! I think it has something to do with my self esteem, I feel that i am not good enough.

MAybe if i lose the six pounds again..my confidence will come back..but then i deal with other issues in my head...like thinkin people just dont like me..

Something is not healthy in the way im thinking..
plz help

nice try, try your narfl tactics sum plays LS, Dja git dat?

nothing as pathetic as a fat guy blushing

your balls are up nigga wangsta
you gotta be gay nigga gangsta

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