Sup /lounge/

Up until 2 weeks ago I dated loads of adult women, all over 18 and it was really fucking good. However, 2 weeks ago I turned pedo, and for some reason whenever I mention it to someone they fly into some sort of rage as if they think I'm going to try and rape their kids, and I know here on /lounge/ every pedo thread is treated as troll bait and is instantly saged into oblivion (inb4 that happens). I know why people don't have sex with kids, I know why I didn't, it's normal, it's good, Most of us were raised that way, But for some reason if you start wanting to, you're a giant monster who wants to rape every kid they see and travel the world on an amazing baby raping journey. And I don't /lounge/, I work at a daycare center looking after young boys and girls all day long. I didn't realise how much hostility there was towards it until last week, so why do you think it is /lounge/?

Also, apologies for the wall of text. And assume whatever you want to for my reasons for turning pedo, health/moral/dislike of taste it's unimportant.