I'm an actual pedophile (the evil kind).

I actually like little girls sexually. I want to fuck a little girl. I want to touch her. Put my penis in her mouth. Molest her. Spank her. Be mean to her and then comfort her so she gets confused.

If this is unnatural, why was I born this way? Why do humans have this desire if it's so evil?

I'm a transhumanist. That means that I like to see the day where development is not determined naturally, but can go any time at all. That means that I would like to see the time when a 1-year-old can become biologically by some transformation (using technological instruments) turn biologically into an a 19-year-old. And a time when humans are not born in anyone's womb, but artificially like in Brave New World, but without any tyrants.