I'm an actual pedophile (the evil kind).

I actually like little girls sexually. I want to fuck a little girl. I want to touch her. Put my penis in her mouth. Molest her. Spank her. Be mean to her and then comfort her so she gets confused.

If this is unnatural, why was I born this way? Why do humans have this desire if it's so evil?

You're thinking to simplistically with this good and evil bullshit. Don't get me wrong... I'm no moral relativist pussy... I'm just saying that right and wrong are constructed by humans to help us survive, and don't always have anything to do with how we end up behaving. Not everything is essential... most of it's an accident. It's an accident that you are a pedophile, just like it's an accident that I'm not. Maybe something happened in your childhood that left you feeling vulnerable and wanting to control weaker people, like children. Or maybe something happened that made you relate more to children than to adults, and this eventually became sexual.

In any case, no, your desire to fuck kids has nothing to do with the nature of humanity and/or any big mindfuck questions. There's really only two things you can do with this accident, though:

1) You can fucking get over it... you can start trying to relate to adults, or get over your control issues... maybe try some fun drugs. Go out and buy some 20-year-old slut a drink... I'm sure once you actually experience adult boobs, you'll never want children again. I mean, I don't know anything about kids, but adult pussy is fucking awesome.

2) You can go on with this whole pedophile thing, rape little girls, and generally fag it up until you wake up one day and realize you're in prison with some hugeass black guy fucking you in the ass. I firmly believe hot adult pussy can cure pedophilia, but I have no clue about huge prisoncock, but hey, you can find out, right?