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Sometimes I make extra food portions and pretend like other people are going to eat with me... I set everything up nice like its a nice meal. By the time I finish it makes physically sick to my stomach and I just throw it all out.
I wake up at night sometimes because it feels like I just fell in a hole. I'd go watch TV but I don't like any shows. So I wander around and usually sit in a corner staring at a wall, or lying flat on the floor.
When I masturbate I try and look at porn but I get sick of it halfway and just stop. I sleep so much now...