so lonely it hurts like hell.

Have you ever felt this way? No one to share your life with and it rips you up inside? Harder to get out of bed and harder to go to work. I force myself to the gym so I don't end up staying home all day.

Should I ask for anti-depressants? Will it work? Not on the verge of suicide but I tell you there are times when I just don't want to live. I want happiness but I just can't find it.

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Do more cardio.

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Yep, find yourself a girl mate.

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Get a girlfriend. And you got us Anonymous for company.

Punch a horse in the face.

Get out and do something you don't normally do. Sign up for a class in something you know nothing about or have never done before. Find a new bar. Sign up for a singles events group and do some outdoors stuff. Just do something different--you have to work to keep life fresh sometimes.