Name: Anonymous 2007-09-15 20:49 ID:pwmCxBSE
I freakin hate this. I love this girl, absolutely love her. Only problem is that she doesn't feel the same. To her im just her best friend in the world. its better than nothing but honestly, she recently got a boyfriend and i hate this kid with a passion.
its not even because he's her bf. its just a really bad feeling i get from this kid(and usually my bad feelings are right) and me and her were supposed to hang out after school every day but her bf keeps showing up. I can't be around this kid for 5 minutes before going mad.
so i have to leave them and chill by myself. Plus she say's she loves her bf blah blah blah and she tells me like everything, even though she knows how i feel.
the way i see it theres only one option and that is to let her go. ive tried everything.
ive tried getting so into other things that i forget her, ive tried crushing on other girls, ive tried just leaving her cold but that pissed her off and i got so depressed i started cutting.
I dont want to love her anymore.
its not even because he's her bf. its just a really bad feeling i get from this kid(and usually my bad feelings are right) and me and her were supposed to hang out after school every day but her bf keeps showing up. I can't be around this kid for 5 minutes before going mad.
so i have to leave them and chill by myself. Plus she say's she loves her bf blah blah blah and she tells me like everything, even though she knows how i feel.
the way i see it theres only one option and that is to let her go. ive tried everything.
ive tried getting so into other things that i forget her, ive tried crushing on other girls, ive tried just leaving her cold but that pissed her off and i got so depressed i started cutting.
I dont want to love her anymore.