Name: Anonymous 2007-09-08 8:45 ID:8kdwDIgx
Since the age of 14 i've been severely depressed and haven't had a friend in the world, i can't even talk to anybody. Now my teen years have passed and soon so will my early twenties. It seems time's not on my side, even if i did get over my depression/agorophobia/social anxiety how much time would i have left? There's only a small window of oppertunity to make something of your life and my time is drifting away year after year.
I wish i could just start again with a clean slate, but that's not possible... all i can do is wait for the inevitable to happen and pass away from this world. But why wait i ask you? Surely it's too late to change now, i can't get a job and i have no social life. So what the hell is the point in hanging about any longer? I just wish i wasn't such a pathetic coward and had either the courage to change my life or end it... because all i do is meaninglessly exist.
I wish i could just start again with a clean slate, but that's not possible... all i can do is wait for the inevitable to happen and pass away from this world. But why wait i ask you? Surely it's too late to change now, i can't get a job and i have no social life. So what the hell is the point in hanging about any longer? I just wish i wasn't such a pathetic coward and had either the courage to change my life or end it... because all i do is meaninglessly exist.