Name: Anonymous 2007-09-08 8:37 ID:P3H76F+I
I attempted suicide when I was 13. I am now 22. I still think about it. I'm thinking about it right now. I don't know when it will stop. I don't think it will stop. I've got scars from cutting. I don't feel like cutting. I'm so tired. My life is such a dead end. A beginning of a failure. A pointless painful waste of time. My family says I'm selfish for wanting to leave. I see them as selfish for making me stay. They want me to stay so that they don't hurt. Making me stay makes me hurt, but not them. I hurt my boyfriend if I say anything about it. I try not to tell people so that they won't stop me. I don't want them to feel responsible. It was a long time coming. You can't stop a train. I'm at work now. I don't know what to do to make it stop. I just want it to stop. I'm 22. I don't want it anymore.