Name: Anonymous 2007-09-08 8:18 ID:dtBvBRiZ
this SUCKS!! GOD! i just got back from my high school orientation where ur supposed to like meet ppl and i met no one at all! why am i always the frickin loner? what about me makes ppl hate me so much!?? i tried to talk to some ppl, but they just ignored me and had their own friends. and this morning my mom was making me feel so guilty about abbys death and how i culdve helped her and god she doesnt even notices all my scars! and like last nite my dad beat me cuz i forgot to unload the dishwahser!! im the only one who even does anything around this hellhole! and i dont even want to go to the stupid volleyball practice later..why did i even make the team? i dont deserve it!! god i just want to DIE!!!