Name: Anonymous 2007-09-08 8:01 ID:FpNT0Jag
Here I am again. Down in the dumps. No way out and nothing seems to help. I am so tired of feeling this way. I am getting very tired of living. I look and I see so many people that seem to feel the same way that I do. Why can't we get up and out of this depression? Why does the black hole seem to go on forever with no light at the end of the tunnel? When is it truly time to give up? When nothing seems to help and things really don't matter any more?
I feel alone and afraid. I am torn between two opposing forces...Life and Death. To be or not to be? When is enough enough? Should I stay or should I go. There is no one to ask for help..there is no one that can help. I am sorry to be unloading onto the site like this it's just that I have no where else to go. I can't talk to family and I have no friends. Things always seem to be getting worse instead of better and I am tired of it. Nothing helps. I have tried to do the things that I think might help in the long run but I am still here. My heart cries. My soul bleeds.
I feel alone and afraid. I am torn between two opposing forces...Life and Death. To be or not to be? When is enough enough? Should I stay or should I go. There is no one to ask for help..there is no one that can help. I am sorry to be unloading onto the site like this it's just that I have no where else to go. I can't talk to family and I have no friends. Things always seem to be getting worse instead of better and I am tired of it. Nothing helps. I have tried to do the things that I think might help in the long run but I am still here. My heart cries. My soul bleeds.