Depression sinking in day by day... :-(

I'm 19 i've never had a gf and im becoming more and more depressed by the day. I don't have that many friends and i hardly have a social life, my life sucks. I see my friends (or their supposed to be) with their gf's and bf's and i hate it in the end when im out with them i leave them because i don't want to be around them. I really want someone care for to have to share my problems and to be there, i've been searching for ages and still haven't found anyone. Except for one girl but it seems to me that she's not intrested in me (who could blame her, a loser like me). My friends try to cheer me up but i just tend to push them away, even at college im distencing myself from my friend there and my college work which i shoulnd't but i feel worthless and depressed all because no-one loves me i suppose. Im getting tired of searching and im almost wishing that i could die but that won't solve anything.

I keep telling myself that there's someone out there for everyone and i wan't to belive that but lately in not too sure.

Are you the same disgustingly deformed african fuck who was crying about there being no girl out there for you? Well if you are then I will tell you again, kill yourself. You are NOTHING to the world, you said it yourself. What could you possibly do that would benefit the world in ANY way. You are ugly so your genes are worthless, even the thought of a child being born by you makes me wonder if one day soon the Antichrist will come into this world. Just accept it, you are absolutely nothing but an abomination. You are the bane of all mankind. Die. Please.

Oh and if you are not this guy, well...the same applys. Have a terrible day.