Name: Anonymous 2007-09-08 5:25 ID:zHA3f3Tp
I'm 19 i've never had a gf and im becoming more and more depressed by the day. I don't have that many friends and i hardly have a social life, my life sucks. I see my friends (or their supposed to be) with their gf's and bf's and i hate it in the end when im out with them i leave them because i don't want to be around them. I really want someone care for to have to share my problems and to be there, i've been searching for ages and still haven't found anyone. Except for one girl but it seems to me that she's not intrested in me (who could blame her, a loser like me). My friends try to cheer me up but i just tend to push them away, even at college im distencing myself from my friend there and my college work which i shoulnd't but i feel worthless and depressed all because no-one loves me i suppose. Im getting tired of searching and im almost wishing that i could die but that won't solve anything.
I keep telling myself that there's someone out there for everyone and i wan't to belive that but lately in not too sure.