I'm afraid I'll always be alone

Yup, there I've said it...I've spelt out my worst fear. I'm afraid I'll never find someone...anyone else out there who feels the same?

They say everthing happens for a reason. That with each relationship that failed, it just wasn't meant to be. That perhaps that person wasn't the right "fit" for me in terms of their personality and life goals. But lately, all the things that are happening seem like going from bad to worse and I can't hold on to the things I used to believe in anymore.

How does one then accept that the road ahead in life maybe faced alone, without that life long partnership you've always desired?

Life is all about keeping yourself occupied. You will never really accomplish anything, and when you think you have, just think "I am still going to die, will it make any difference? My suggestion, buy a hooker.

move out and get a job

if the mountain does not come to you, you must come to the mountain