Name: Anonymous 2007-09-04 7:25 ID:f34eJYpK
I feel lonesome and vacant. I’m not living a life; I’m living a monotonous pattern. I have no real social existence to call my own. I just go to school Mondays through Thursdays, go home, do my homework, and go to sleep.
Sleep… that’s my leisure. Any time I find myself free of homework, I just turn off the lights, walk to my bed, lie down, and close my eyes. I try my best to envision dreams of myself with a girl.
My school has no social channels I can travel through… no opportunities to meet other people. My only hope of extinguishing the hell of my loneliness relies solely upon my life beyond the confining walls of the educational prison I attend.
I am finding it impossible to uncover the next part of the puzzle. Where do I find a pool of new people? Where can I finally start the long search for my personal holy grail? My girlfriend whom I can hold within my warm, strong arms on a frosty Christmas night? My girlfriend whom I can liberate my enslaved thirst for adventure with? My girlfriend who will give meaning to my life by filling my empty heart with her own?
Not to be haughty, but I’m fairly confident that I have the capability to exert a tug on her heart, for I know for a fact that I’m a extraordinarily loveable guy. I just need a plethora of setting to look for her.
For those of you who need a little background, I'm 18, and I'm a senior at my "educational prision". One more year! WOOT!!! I know that once I attend college, my loneliness will no doubt resolve itself, but I just can't wait that long.
Sleep… that’s my leisure. Any time I find myself free of homework, I just turn off the lights, walk to my bed, lie down, and close my eyes. I try my best to envision dreams of myself with a girl.
My school has no social channels I can travel through… no opportunities to meet other people. My only hope of extinguishing the hell of my loneliness relies solely upon my life beyond the confining walls of the educational prison I attend.
I am finding it impossible to uncover the next part of the puzzle. Where do I find a pool of new people? Where can I finally start the long search for my personal holy grail? My girlfriend whom I can hold within my warm, strong arms on a frosty Christmas night? My girlfriend whom I can liberate my enslaved thirst for adventure with? My girlfriend who will give meaning to my life by filling my empty heart with her own?
Not to be haughty, but I’m fairly confident that I have the capability to exert a tug on her heart, for I know for a fact that I’m a extraordinarily loveable guy. I just need a plethora of setting to look for her.
For those of you who need a little background, I'm 18, and I'm a senior at my "educational prision". One more year! WOOT!!! I know that once I attend college, my loneliness will no doubt resolve itself, but I just can't wait that long.