relationship

I'm in a strong belief right now that I'm never going to find someone that I will be truly happy with. I also, hate how people always say, "Oh, you'll find someone someday!" I just really don't think there are a lot of people out there that I am compatible with.

That said, I'd rather not have anyone than be miserable with whom I have.

I'm a quiet, reserved person. I have a lot of fun when I'm one on one with someone but if I'm in a group I get very paranoid and afraid. It's just who I am, so it is hard for me to meet people who are like me. It seems like there is nobody like me.

My friends have changed so much that, I don't even like to be around them anymore. I just feel like I cant have fun with them. I don't drink either and want someone the same so, I just feel like I'm all alone here.

I was quite shocked when I took the eHarmony.com test to find out I'm part of a small percentage of people whom they can not find a single match for.

That just sums up how I feel about my relationship life. I'm so different from "the norm" that anyone I would be remotely compatible with is probably thousands of miles away and I'll never meet her. *sigh*