living alone forever

I used to lie to myself by repeatedly telling myself that I didn’t need a woman to be happy, and that living alone forever would be just fine. Ideally, this is still how I would want things. To not have the desire for a woman would solve so many problems in my life. But the reality of life is that as humans, we are programmed to want companionship from the opposite gender. And not having that companionship will eat away at you until you satisfy it, no matter how much you deceive your own person.
a fat, miserable failure.

Some days I'm just dying for some kind of human contact, some kind of validation that I'm not completely repulsive to everyone in the world.
The main problem for me is that I'm just sooooo shy and timid and I am deathly afraid of rejection. I start to -feel- ugly and repulsive because I've never really had any kind of romantic interest. I know that I really have to break through these issues if I'm ever going to be happy in life.

I'm fairly sure that online dating is going to be my only way. I am just far too shy to meet someone in real life. Oh, and I don't discount anyone based on looks. As long as a person looks like they take care of themselves, have good hygiene etc it doesn't matter to me.

Are you the same person with the other stories, or are people really this pathetic.

I can get all the women I want, my only problem is that I don't yet have a dungeon to keep them in.

lol good one

the grass is always greener...

BTW, it's not possible to "live alone forever".  You're going to die, and that's not fucking "forever".  Put a sock in it, drama queens!

Pay for a whore

I wish i was lucky enough to live alone forever