Name: Anonymous 2007-09-03 8:13 ID:jwUppbaP
I'm 26 years old.
In my age I've never had a girlfrend - no sex, no kisses - nothing at all.
I've tried to dating with girls and of course i have failed ... miserably.
Heck, I've even studied for a four years in a language faculty! There were about 20-25 girls in my group (and only 2 guys) and nothing...
At first i was himself a bit reluctant towards any dating with them... I thought - what I can give them, to win their attention?
And even if I would won, how do i suppose to held my new "conquest"?
there are so many guys around - they are wealthy, physicaly stronger and very confident (because they KNOW that their self-confidence is based upon good, firm base) ...
Few of these girls actualy tried to talk with me in a rather frivolous tone.I've lacked the expirience in such type of conversation and was damn shy...
The other guy in the group already had a wife and was 10 years older, but nevertheless he enjoyed a far more warmer greetings than i had.
The crushing point came, when another guy joined the group... He was far more confident than i was... All girls just went crazy after him. I can't say that until this moment i was most talkative guy... but after it... i have entirely cut off almost any contacts a had.
In fact, this guy appeared most attractive to the girl, with which i thought i may have something serious... And she appeared the first one among all girls, which fell under his charms. They were together and that was a realy tormenting for me. I've tried to concentrate on other things... only with a moderate success. After a year he left (he had more skill in seducing than in studies), but since that time i have never tried to date at all... My grades were pretty high, but still they ignored me... only at occasions they expressed something like hypocritical pseudo-reverence for my knowledge...
Since that time the resentment and hatred towards women grows in me.
I can hardly look upon a pretty woman... and the image of a kissing and embracing pairs is unbearable to me...
Several other reasons - like miserable career achiements (i've struck in a single company for a 8 years already), low salary and others made me think that I'm not fit for this life - no one (esp. young women) have respect for modest and honest people. In order to achieve success in their eyes you have to forget about these weaknesses.
In order to survive you have to be a predator, not pray.
Such is the life.
I've tried - with zero results. It seems I'm just lack required qualities.
I am not fit to live.
In my age I've never had a girlfrend - no sex, no kisses - nothing at all.
I've tried to dating with girls and of course i have failed ... miserably.
Heck, I've even studied for a four years in a language faculty! There were about 20-25 girls in my group (and only 2 guys) and nothing...
At first i was himself a bit reluctant towards any dating with them... I thought - what I can give them, to win their attention?
And even if I would won, how do i suppose to held my new "conquest"?
there are so many guys around - they are wealthy, physicaly stronger and very confident (because they KNOW that their self-confidence is based upon good, firm base) ...
Few of these girls actualy tried to talk with me in a rather frivolous tone.I've lacked the expirience in such type of conversation and was damn shy...
The other guy in the group already had a wife and was 10 years older, but nevertheless he enjoyed a far more warmer greetings than i had.
The crushing point came, when another guy joined the group... He was far more confident than i was... All girls just went crazy after him. I can't say that until this moment i was most talkative guy... but after it... i have entirely cut off almost any contacts a had.
In fact, this guy appeared most attractive to the girl, with which i thought i may have something serious... And she appeared the first one among all girls, which fell under his charms. They were together and that was a realy tormenting for me. I've tried to concentrate on other things... only with a moderate success. After a year he left (he had more skill in seducing than in studies), but since that time i have never tried to date at all... My grades were pretty high, but still they ignored me... only at occasions they expressed something like hypocritical pseudo-reverence for my knowledge...
Since that time the resentment and hatred towards women grows in me.
I can hardly look upon a pretty woman... and the image of a kissing and embracing pairs is unbearable to me...
Several other reasons - like miserable career achiements (i've struck in a single company for a 8 years already), low salary and others made me think that I'm not fit for this life - no one (esp. young women) have respect for modest and honest people. In order to achieve success in their eyes you have to forget about these weaknesses.
In order to survive you have to be a predator, not pray.
Such is the life.
I've tried - with zero results. It seems I'm just lack required qualities.
I am not fit to live.