hope

I have hope that finding love is possible for me. It just pains me to be without it for so long and have never had the experience before. I know I'm a good person and I think I would make a great boyfriend/husband some day. The way I am, though, just makes it hard to find self worth when you've been ignored all these years. It's not like I can blame anyone besides myself though. I've never asked a woman out. I avoid them like the plague...

Being that I'm not exactly attractive and am very shy around women, it would take a pretty special person to have enough patience with me. I need time to be able to open up and show the real me.

I hope that one day I find her...