Name: Anonymous 2007-09-03 2:55 ID:FzNegkhn
I'm so tired of trying to get help. I have no real idea how to communicate with adults and I have no idea why. I just can't talk to the face-to-face. I can guarantee no person I know face-to-face over 20 know that any thing's wrong with me at all. When I talk to my friends though or hear them talk behind peoples back. I hear them say terrible things. 'Emo fag why don't you cut yourself?", "Little whiny emo bitch go cry somewhere!", "I don't want to hear those babies bitch.", "Why don't they get a fucking life?"
We had a stereotype day at school and like a 1/3 of the people came to school mocking "emo" people. They brought fake razors and mocked the way they acted all day long. There's a difference between those people and people with real problems and I'm tired of them getting melded into one person. Emo is a trend. It is a fashion statement like punk was. Like metal was. Like bikers were.
I hate everything about me. I want to leave. For real. I am not faking. To have my feelings dismissed because I apparently act 'emo' is inexcusable. I don't live in the suburbs with a big fluffy dog and brothers and sisters and a set of parents with steady income and a stable home and a mini-van to take them to soccer games who thinks depression and pain are 'cute'. I can't take being a being placed into a group of people that is ridiculed by the world-round. I am tired. For real.
To have masochism, emotional troubles, expressive people, and even poetry become hated and mocked by the 'normal' (in quotes because whoever you are you are not normal) people of the world these trendstarters cannot be forgiven. They have destroyed another generation's chance of being emotionally understood. Thanks.