Name: Anonymous 2007-09-03 2:53 ID:zJGDQSf0
Im getting so desperate.
Im bribing my mum later on when we are out to get me alcohol.
I need to get drunk and end this.
I was so close three nights ago.
So fucking close.
I need to do it again.
Need to drink and drink and drink and drink until I cant drink nomore and then go to the train station... the rest writes itself...
Im shaking and shivering and crying.
Its out of control.
I cant stop myself.
Ive never been so out of control.
I cant control it.
Its out of my hands.
Tonight
I die.
Im bribing my mum later on when we are out to get me alcohol.
I need to get drunk and end this.
I was so close three nights ago.
So fucking close.
I need to do it again.
Need to drink and drink and drink and drink until I cant drink nomore and then go to the train station... the rest writes itself...
Im shaking and shivering and crying.
Its out of control.
I cant stop myself.
Ive never been so out of control.
I cant control it.
Its out of my hands.
Tonight
I die.