Name: Anonymous 2007-09-03 0:44 ID:uXnd6frn
I feel so empty, like I'm already dead
so many choices in life, so many ways, so many paths but why chose one over another? none of them are appealing. I come from no where and I dont know where to go.
going back to university in just over a week but I know that I'll be lonely there just the same as I am here
even if I make new friends or revive old friendships... I'll still be lonely deep down inside.
there are only a two things that seperate me from the dead:
1) i feel pain
2) my heart keeps on beating
im not really at risk of killing myself but I keep asking why I just don't take the final step to end it.
why even wake up tomorrow? uggggghhhhhh