Name: Anonymous 2007-09-03 0:31 ID:Nf891Buv
Can anyone here relate?
I am in my mid 20's and I've never had a girlfriend. I've never even had a kiss. All of this is a huge reason why I feel i must cut. It feels awful knowing that no one has ever really been romantically interested in you. Not to mention the whole sexual frustration thing. I feel like I'm a good person and have a decent personality, but I'm just physically unattractive, have no self esteem, and have no social skills. Pretty much a death sentence.
I have honestly almost gotten to the point where I put women on some kind of pedestal. Like they're some kind of sacred thing that I'm not allowed to have anything to do with. Yes, I know women are people, not objects, but I hope what I'm saying makes sense. Like something I want to be involved with so badly, yet am not allowed to touch.
I've become a sad and pathetic man. Even the thought of kissing and embracing a woman fills me with both sadness and joy. Sadness because I know I'll maybe never experience it, and joy because I know something simple as that would do so much for me. A lot of people take this kind of thing for granted.
I know it's not good to depend on someone else for happiness, but come on. The lack of physical intimacy is killing me inside.
I am in my mid 20's and I've never had a girlfriend. I've never even had a kiss. All of this is a huge reason why I feel i must cut. It feels awful knowing that no one has ever really been romantically interested in you. Not to mention the whole sexual frustration thing. I feel like I'm a good person and have a decent personality, but I'm just physically unattractive, have no self esteem, and have no social skills. Pretty much a death sentence.
I have honestly almost gotten to the point where I put women on some kind of pedestal. Like they're some kind of sacred thing that I'm not allowed to have anything to do with. Yes, I know women are people, not objects, but I hope what I'm saying makes sense. Like something I want to be involved with so badly, yet am not allowed to touch.
I've become a sad and pathetic man. Even the thought of kissing and embracing a woman fills me with both sadness and joy. Sadness because I know I'll maybe never experience it, and joy because I know something simple as that would do so much for me. A lot of people take this kind of thing for granted.
I know it's not good to depend on someone else for happiness, but come on. The lack of physical intimacy is killing me inside.