Name: Anonymous 2007-08-31 22:47 ID:QBz+gbSH
i am tired of my worthless life! the worse part of it: i'm all alone in this world. and soemtimes...it feels like i'm the only one. everywhere i go, it seems like everyone has a boyfriend or g/f which is very depressing because i have no idea what it feels like. i mean i can't even go to the damn grocery store without feeling inferior to everyone else. and i have a therapists but of course she doesn't seem to understand why i feel hopeless so the majority of the time i leave her, i'm in near tears.
also being 21 year old lonely guy is perhaps the worst thing ever because how many people my age goes through this lonliness? according to crap like mtv and the real world, never! while everyone else is out partying, i sit at home trying to ask God why was i ever born. and don't get me wrong, God is yet another problem in my life. if he/she/it even exists, i feel as if he doesn't care at all DESPITE the fact i do my best to pray and believe things will get better. but at the moment, i am very close to hating God because while he never answers my prayers, he sure likes to help other people prosper like...i don't know osama bin laden? or how about people who has (unlike me) love and acceptance yet they abuse their girlfriends cause "they can" i try really hard to matter like those a holes and yet no one cares who i am.