Name: Anonymous 2007-08-31 7:47 ID:oBKM0zH3
Can't stop thinking about it.
I ruined months of no cutting last night.
Everything got too much and I ended up using my spare blade in a place I hid it.
It hurt. Damn it hurt but it felt so good.
Now I can't stop thinking about it.
I want to do it again, and again, and again.
Just to feel the blood slipping down my skin.
Just to see the blood oozing out.
Just to see my skin being ripped apart.
Just to feel the pain.
Just to get rid of the urges.
Just to focus on that thing and that thing only.
And everything else fades, just for sometime at least...
I want to do it so badly.
So badly...
I ruined months of no cutting last night.
Everything got too much and I ended up using my spare blade in a place I hid it.
It hurt. Damn it hurt but it felt so good.
Now I can't stop thinking about it.
I want to do it again, and again, and again.
Just to feel the blood slipping down my skin.
Just to see the blood oozing out.
Just to see my skin being ripped apart.
Just to feel the pain.
Just to get rid of the urges.
Just to focus on that thing and that thing only.
And everything else fades, just for sometime at least...
I want to do it so badly.
So badly...